Resisting

In a fight of thoughts I stay

God trying to lead the way

My mind fighting to stay

In the same mindset

That kept me stuck & astray

I, fighting so deep

I’m every day trying to resist

The urge to give up in any way

It is not for me

To leave everything 

I fought for and leap

Into the unknown 

Without proper direction of God

Without understanding that all

I am going through 

Is a process to make me strong

That I may not quit

But instead resist

Looking up to God

The Maker of my life

The Everything of my soul

For He is my help

The One who holds,

My hand

That I may keep on…

©Y.R.